Hi, as an educator, regular(spanish) and special ed, please don't feel badly about your different abilities. Most people have "learning disabilities". That is just a subject where you perform significantly less than in your other areas(strengths). For me, math sucks!!!!
Everyone is our society has disabilities in some area. How YOU CHOOSE to ALLOW those differences to affect you is more important than the the fact that they exist.
Ignore those who say you can't. Hang on to those who believe in you. And the ones who offer to help,:?, put your pride on hold, accept, be grateful, show gratitude and pass it on when able.