Thanks guys, I knew it would be tough but I never imagined this. I still look for her laying in her normal spots and caught myself calling for her when I let our other dog in and out. Then once the wife starts crying I start to get upset too. I just hope we did right by her and gave her the best life possible. I can't even imagine getting another animal at this point but my wife doesn't think that's fair to all the animals that need homes and someone to love them. I know she's right but my god I don't want to feel like this again.