Finally doing it
Well all, after wanting two for the last two years, I finally made the first step twards becoming a pilot and ordered my books tonight. A friend of mine who is a Helo CFI told me what to order and is going to hook me up with a guy that is a fixed wing CFI that does self study, and ground school in our area.
Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying,
"Whom shall We send? And who will go for Us?"
And I said, "Here am I. Send me!"